Salt.... does a body gooooood

Today was a very uneventful day, Gavin and I slept most of it away and I don't have a problem with that at all! The most moving I did was walking to the car to take and get Myranda from school lol. If Joe gets home early enough though I plan on taking a walk.
I ate pretty decent today, had a fruit and yogurt parfit from the D, bowl of cereal, sandwhich breadstick and string cheese (:-/) and then veggie stir fry for dinner. WHICH Considering it's a "certain time of the month" and I usually PIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG out this is pretty stinkin good.
So I've decided the next thing I need to start cutting from the diet is the amount of salt I pile onto my food.

Rescheduled my tattoo appt for July 2nd so I defiently have more time to loose more weight which I am stoked about and I can for sure decide what I want for my tattoo!

Outtie 5000

I haven't ate mac and cheese since I first time I blogged MAY 5!!!! AND unless I am forgetting I haven't ate pizza since even BEFORE then! I had ate fries 3 times since than but still!!!!!! for me, the whole pizza and mac and cheese thing is HUGE!

DUN DUN DUN DUUUUUUN!!!!
I'm back! lol

short break. Anywho, so not doing as great on the whole dieting thing, defiently doing MUCH better then normal, but I had to break the diet food looked good and I'm a sucka! But trying to get off my butt more! Saturday I walked 3.4 miles and it was FREAKING HOT!! Took gavin with me for that one in the jogging stroller he fell asleep lol. Then tonight got home and felt like going for a bike ride so I went and just figured it all out and rode 3.1 miles, I need to get something on my bike that can track how far I go, and I want to get a pedometor! They say you walk more then the average person if you have one! lol. I ALSO want to get one of thoe bike trailor things so that I can take gavin along with me on bike rides but I don't know if he is too little to be in one. Any thoughts? Who am I kidding nobody even reads this.

Weight at work today: 188 ehh it's a start

First off.... it's a little hetic at my house right now, not really diggin it
2nd off - Diets going okay. Did good on my birthday day, soup and 1/2 salad with a yogurt parfit for lunch, and then for dinner a salad 1/2 a french fry lol 6 oz sirloin and part of a sweet potato.
I've been tanning too so that's making me feel better, getting skinner and tanner it's the BOMB DIGGTY DOM.

I'm going to go escape this madness and lock myself in my bedroom!

I'm for sure hungry dot dot dot

So I have a doctors appointment on Monday! So hopefully I can start to figure out what my problem is lol. I've realized that I need to have healthy stuff like RIGHT on hand so that when I get uber hungry fast I can just grab!
I made Joe and Myranda spaghetti for dinner while I had a salad and an apple and part of a banana(gross) I have a feeling in about an hour I am going to be really hungry again.... then what? I think I will try to go to sleep before that hits.

A few random tid-bits:

I need to drink more water.
I've lost 4 pounds
Although it's my birthday tomorrow and I am going to lunch with my mom and dinner with Joe, I still FULLY intend on choosing "healthy" food lol
I need someone that knows how to make really good fish make me some. I need to like fish it's good for you
I bought some tanning today hopefully to feel better about myself
I'm hoping to loose 15 if not 20 pounds before getting my tattoo.... Is that to high of a goal.

I'm leaving now

I'm starving.....


That is all

Day 2 into the "diet" and at work all anybody is talking about is it being national no diet day and to eat eat eat. WHELP..... I didn't! I said what the hell, I start a diet and the next day it's already no diet day.... this is FANTABULOUS! It's like the food is calling to be though.... Dorsha brough pizza rolls, nikki made mac and cheese ( my 2 FAV foods) and Crystal calls me while she's ordering taco bell!! AHH ... confession! I ate ONE chips ahoy cookie from Nikki's... :( I was starving!
Which brings me to my next thing. I need to get a doctor and go see him, I don't know how this diet thing is going to work with my blood sugar dropping like it does, I can't go that long without eating without becoming a vibrating ding dong ( first time I went to write ding I wrote dee?)

I think I did pretty good today perhaps a little to many carbs than I'd like but again it all relates back to the low blood sugar.

PEACE

So for the past few days I have just back trying to take a step back and look at myself PHYSICALLY and I am not happy to say the least; I have gotten myself into a rutt. I keep saying it's okay, you're not that big, which I know I really am not that big HOWEVER if I keep going on the track that I am on I will become "that big." So a little FYI or perhaps just for me:

Pre Jackson 2004:
145 size 9-11 jeans, and medium shirts

Pre Gavin 2008:
174 size 13 pant and large tops

Post Gavin 2009:
195 size 17 and x-large tops



woah the first time I typed that out it was all long and drawn out, unnecessary.

Last night as I was eating my THIRD bowl of mac and cheese after my bowl of ice cream..... lol I decided that I probably should do something.

( I am posting this even though I never finished it! It's a new day!)